My mum got sent to the hospital D': It was in the morning, about 6.40AM I was getting ready for school. She said her heart was beating fast, her hands and legs were cold and numb, she couldn't breathe properly. She kept saying " I can't you your' (3 of my sisters+me) yet.." 3 of us, (my eldest sister is overseas) kept crying and crying. My sis called the ambulance, while waiting, we kept praying for her. Not long after, the ambulance came and my mom puked. She had no energy to go onto the chair to go to the ambulance, so the women(nurse(idk)) had to support her. I couldn't bear to see her so weak, I turned around to one corner and cried silently. After that, she went to the hospital, I couldn't accompany her because I needed to go school. My dad fetched me and he told me that maybe she was having a mild heart attack. I was so scared. I was lifeless the whole day in school. During recess, my 2nd elder sister messaged me and told me that my mom has gastric virus. I have no idea whats that and I don't wish to find out. I'm scared I will not be able to take the effects of the virus. I scared. Pray for my mum, please. :'(

I came home and saw her sleeping, I felt relieved, I went on my laptop. Guess what I found. Kyuhyun's getting "married". You know what I feel like doing now? I feel like posting all my crazy emotions on tumblr/twitter right now. screw wgm. just freaking screw them. I've never liked wgm, now, I totally freaking hate it. From now on, I'll make sure that everyday I'll curse wgm that their ratings will be low and offically end that idiotic program forever. Their couples totally do not match at all and I hate the people who ship their couples, screw them too {no offence, but i have no concern if you feel hurt, my feelings are x100000000000000000 worse than you now.} 2012's not going great. I'm not prepared to survive this year. Everythings changing... change... I hate that word. to hell with whats going on in the world.